sick

i have so many things to be done before next week.so many things yet so little time.why we only have 24hours a day, not 48 instead?hehehehe..i know it's too much =)

lately i was down with terrible migraine.i took all the medications needed to heal it but nothing change.i felt like i wanted to take off my head and smashed it to the wall.yes,to that extend. i'm sick of being sick.i had a thought of getting CAT scan or MRI or whatever u may call it.but i'm scared.seriously.i just wasn't prepared for what might come out.yeah,being me i do think too much.

last week, i went to sooka sentral right away from my office just to see the doctor who used to have a clinic in shah alam.too bad he has now moved to sooka sentral.but thinking of how strong his medicine would be,i just go.i just don't care anymore.he said it might due to the weather nowadays but i doubt it.it was way too hurt to bare.he just gave me the medicine and ask me to see him again if my migraine is getting worse.i would say that my migraine is getting ok,ok in a sense that i don't get it everyday like i used to.i would have my migraine if i skip my medicine..which i normally did.it's not that i did it on purpose,being human being i tend to forget =)

but Alhamdulillah..i'm getting ok and hopefully this will last long.

but then i'm now having problem with my ears in which it affects my hearing sometimes and it annoys me most of the time.my oh my..please,again i would stress that i'm sick of being sick.

haih,i just want to lead a normal life,just like other people.but i couldn't be more than thankful to have a beautiful family who will always support me and be with me every time and i am thankful to still breath in this world.Alhamdulillah.thank you Allah.

lov3;

tIm