PTD..haih..i know i will never gonna make it!

da lama tak update this blog.i was kinda busy with the exam,interviews and baby-sitting.herm..my life is miserable but i'm loving it.

i went back to kedah last thursday for the exam.i was late for my flight but luckily the flight was delayed due to the unknown reason.ala..biasa la Airasia :)
d 50minutes journey was bored because i was all alone.nasib baik kejap ja if not i'll be dead dlm flight tu.i arrived at 545pm and my bro in law with d little kiddos were already there.
the next day was ok for me because i had the chance to spend some times with the kiddos and sisters. i did some revision tapi halfway da tido because i was so sleepy and the fact that i have to read pasal politics,perlembagaan and stuff buat aku lagi nak tido :)

the exam was on saturday.i arrived 10minutes late and they were about to start.i missed the part yang ketua pengawas tu bagi instruction.how bad!luckily i have the courage to ask a lady about what should i do and write.haha..bad bad tim!before i start my first paper,i had the chance to have a look around the hall and the people inside the hall..and i saw that girl.OMG,she was there too.my old time enemy during school year.there was my junior at primary school too but i hardly remember her name.the first paper was ok because i did read,ingat dgn tak ingat je..hehehe..

the second part was BM essay and it was so and so.what do u expect.the last time i did my Bm essay was during SPM.the third paper was english essay.it was ok.i did on security cameras thingy.luckily i did remember about the cases and i have quite a lot of ideas about it.
the fourth part was fucked up.it was on mathematics and logic.damn it..how was i supposed to answer 40 Qs in 45minutes.i'm not a GENIUS la.the Qs were ok,not that hard but the time given that matters.and the fact that i never like maths during school time make it worst..geee..i should encourage my kids to love maths or else they will end up like their dumb mom..haha!

the last paper was on comprehension.it was ok.but over all i know that i will never gonna make it to the next step.it was hard to be listed in plus with hundreds of people taking the exam and i know most of them are brilliant than me :)
but i did give it a try kan.so let's just hope and pray.

so..tomorrow i will have another interview.hopefully everything run smoothly.da penat la..

btw,sunshine gave me a perfume and i love it so much.thanks sayang.i love u so much!

hugs and kisses;
tIm